mY lOph is chEnta

ermm..lately... me actually not really in my mud.. what ive been through in diz few days...really2 spoilt ma mud doh..huhu....akhu juz luahkan jak pa mok khu asa knek tok keyh...tak dapat tahan dah..nit to talk to sumone and tell everything about wat i fil just now..

Pa... ma wana apologise doh. Ma tauk since dari hari ma p bermalam kat umah member yar..hubungan ta duak tak macam dulu lagi.. Ma mengabaikan papa sedangkan ma tahu pa tak sehat hari tu. Ma sibuk dengan urusan ma kat sini [kampus].. i noe u nit attention from me.. tapi ma tak amik peduli pa.. im sow sori.. Bapa ari tok dah..im just cryin all over da night. Bila ma pikir sal papa..ma nangis.. ma tak tahan.. apa yang termampu ma buat...just crying.. ive told u ady.. im sow weak..

Sedih sangat.. Apa yang bermain di dalam minda ma.. Pa marah kat ma.. Cara pa message..memang berbeza.. I noe u are buzy wif yur work.. Bila message before tdo.. no more "mmmuacckk", " i love u mama" kat meseg papa. Ma sedih sangat.. Pa macam dah berubah.. Even if papa cakap pa tak berubah..tapi ma yang merasa papa dah berubah.. im sori to say diz.

Jika diberikan sekeping hati yang kuat kan bagus... i can face it now.. but da truth is..i can't...cuz im sow weak..

P/s: Papa..mama nit pa sow much.. ma tak nak kehilangan papa.. cuz i loph ue sow much pa.. :'(